Carving a path

Why can't I cry
when I want to.
Why cant I let it all out
when I want to.

Why do I need to hide
my true emotions
Why can I let it fly
out of my system.

What do you need to do
to release all your emotions.
What do you need to do
to free yourself of all emotions.

I feel too entwined in my thoughts
to think of future ahead!
Why cant I let it all go
and dream of life ahead!

As I think this
the time seems to fly.
As I think this
the present keep knocking on the door.
As I think this
I do not foresee my loss.

All that's lost cannot be re-gained
All that's gone cannot be back
All that was meant to be cannot be changed.
All that I am today is because of my past
Again as before I move in circles!